Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Okay, I cry in the shower. I guess it is because it is the only alone time and free time I seem to have. But last night it was BAAAAD. January came up again! (January is the thirty days in which my hubs decided it would be alright for him to text an old girlfriend 376 times!!!!) I cried my eyes out! I try so hard to let it go then something pops into my head and …. POOF that’s it! Balling my eyes out. So I got up the nerve to talk to him. I went to him and said, “I need your help. I am having a hard time right now.” Then came the tears. Albeit the man never reacts but I think I may have made myself heard. Not much has changed though but I am still hopeful. Damn when is this heartache going to end???? OR IS IT???